Thursday, January 12 2006

WOAH. Thats a long time. Things have been awesome. And confusing. And sad. And crazy. Hung out with Mykal and Dominic Friday after school. We had fun. :) i <3 comfy beds. I ate at a chinese buffet that night with my dad and uncle. Came home and relaxed a little. PCP Saved My Life. Lauren got to my house around 9. We went to her house so she could change. We got our midnight snack stuff. I thought we were gonna wake up her mom cuz we were so hyper. it was crazy. lol. So we came back to my house and watched Cruel Intentions while we ate our food....it wasnt really midnight tho, more like 10:00. i fell asleep not too long after the movie. I got woken up at like 6 by my stupid dog barking at my huge uncle. it sucked. We made pancakes. :) yummy. I got ready for work and then Lauren drove me there. It was awesome, yo.

Work sucked. We really worked hard today. it was busy. My dad went on a date tonight. im tired. Sleep + Maria = Good. <3

<3 PCP Saved My Life

~Maria~

So yea, I suppose its time for another update. Things have been okay. I didnt feel good today so i stayed home from school and i called off from work. i really need to find a better job. Exams are coming up. I dont think i have a 2nd period exam. anyone wanna hang out after school those days? or whatever. I still have to check my work schedule. but yea. school sucks. thats pretty much it. <3 bye.

~ Maria ~

Word. Ive been hanging out with the beautiful Krystle like every day this week. :) She was practically living here. So yea. I guess me and Matt are broken up. But its ok. I got some bad vibes from him and things just werent there for me anymore. oh well. Ive seriously been wanting to kill people lately. It seems like everything is agrivating me. I just want everything to stop. Like in a great big movie, ill push the pause button and while everything is standing still ill go on with my life with no interruptions. idn. im weird. I just want to die. </3 It seems like im just here. Just some person and i dont really matter. So why is it so hard to do what i want to do. </3 Maybe things will get better. hopefully. but i doubt it. thats all for now. <3

~ Maria ~

Im sick. Boo. being sick sucks. :( Other than that things have been pretty good. <3 Everytime i kiss you I fall over and over. I want to know that this all is real. not just some wonderful nightmare that im going to wake up to. school is gay. work is more gay, but such is life. I love Krystle, Matt, Rickie, Zach, Katy, Vicki, Lauren, Cadence (sp?), Britt, and Stasia-Lynn. woot.

<3 Matt

~ Maria ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO THE BEAUTIFUL

KRYSTLE NAGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU HONEY.

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!